pamela-

Saturday, April 22, 2006

moronic people like me. updates her stupid blog when exams are just a day away (it's 1.13am sunday). while clever and smart people, plans their time properly and makes sure that they have enough time for every subject. so when exam comes they score. and people who blogs like i do. fails.

wow! what an interesting theory. and oh, moronic people like me, blames everything else on earth for her pathetic scores instead of looking at herself first. like ie. the renovations next door. like music playing over and over in my head. so i can't focus. my place in the exam room is too hot. no ventilation. i smell dust. i can't focus.

damnit right. see exams are not until the week after next (technically) cause next week it's just routine tests and language papers. but i've got no time! i can't finish all the chapters. i've studied like bits and pieces of some things.

oh i'm so screwed. and i'm still blogging. whatever lah. anyway my mum gave me something cool to eat so that i can stay awake all night. looks like it isn't working.

everyone is helping me, but i'm not helping myself.

thats the greatest theory of all. :(

and i don't feel a tad bit of stressed. now, theres a problem there right? right.

Thursday, April 20, 2006


thanks juls!

white ferreros are simply the best. the original ferreros are just nice.

ok off to studying now, with all that drilling coming from my neighbours house.(gee, that rhymed.)

graciee. i've started studying like a little bit. like really little. ahhh. i think my mye goals can just flush down the toilet bowl.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

i've been late a total of five times this year! damnit.

and exams are just a week away. and i've not began to do anything.

How deep is your love
I really need to learn
cause we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

nothing can beat the oldies. tata!

Friday, April 14, 2006

Good Friday. (ernie said that every afternoon of a Good Friday, it never fails to rain.)

oh it flooded yesterday.

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went out with the cell. like the whole day! hahaha. after service we went to gareth's house to pick up his laptop and blah. and then it started raining heavily. haha. it was hilarious. went to settlers cafe. they have many varieties of board games there. it was fun. but obviously it comes with a price.

went to have katong laksa after that. and jacq treated us :)

all went to my house. and ben left after a game of dota. and desmund nazreth and i watched memoirs of a geisha. the subtitles for that show is so wrong. didn't get half the show. and yes, the book is SO much better.

went out for supper after that. and came back to watch fearless. wow. that show rocks. really.

and i learnt how to play some chords off the guitar! =)

ok thats all. jac has some gay photos of gareth nazreth and andrew on the bed. arms intertwined.

:)

EASTER! Jesus reigns. you know that!

stuff like these always comes as a surprise. i'm never ready. but oh, wow.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Greed:Medium
Gluttony:Medium
Wrath:High
Sloth:High
Envy:Medium
Lust:Very Low
Pride:High


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sports day was alright. bought some kit kat and ya-dah. for easter to give to my cell! making cards and all.

im so free sometimes. i don't know how to spend my time wisely. nvm! kit kat is for a good cause.

i can see so much of me still living in your eyes
won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived a million lies.....


i gave fu lao shi my url! haha.

hi lao shi if you're reading this somehow. =)
TAG ME!! ---> over there.

anyway this week is good. just three days of school, and teachers were busy or we made them digress. and tomorrow is sports day the day after is good friday and all. =)

yawn. and tuition today was good. cause it was quiet. monday's tuition was good 'cept for the part when someone can't stop talking. chinese tuition was good too! i made her teach me some weird thing and we skipped ting xie! haha.

and what happens if i fall...

Saturday, April 08, 2006

the weirdest happened.

see, i came home all tired from the useless chinese talk. so i fell asleep on my bed. woke up, and then showered and all. tried to sit down and study bio. and THEN. i felt tired again. so i decided to sleep. and i went back to my room, and i saw a lizard running about on my bed.

duh, i got freaked out. and i got all energetic again. and moved my belongings to another room. obviously with my dogs jumping around madly trying to get to the lizard. which is still at large. bah.
how gross.

and my IQ dropped. bah.

Linguistic Architect
People who are Linguistic Architects are brilliant with language and words. They are also very good at understanding things on an abstract level. They are at their best when they put those two skills together to communicate new ideas and see how they fit into different contexts.

i realised, that i'm so random. SO random.

there are many nice people around, helping me, giving and nice. and they don't complain when i complain, and if i happen to have a bitch day and go around giving attitude. they just don't really bother. haha. how nice. why did i even complain?

feels just like heaven.
Only yesterday when I was sad and I was lonely,
You showed me the way to leave the past
and all it's tears behind me.
Tomorrow maybe even brighter than today
since I threw my sadness away.
Only yesterday



anyway that's rochelle and me.

ok time to do some biology.
:)

Friday, April 07, 2006

when i surfed youtube i checked out on this video! my favorite since i was in primary 4 or 5. around there. =)

WATCH IT HERE!


anyway, CSS's photos below. on previous entry. tada.

and oh, i realise i always do things without thinking first.
how dumb.

i've been procrastinating!! haha. in posting up css's pictures that is.

anyway before i go into that, i'll blog about my very eventful day. school was alright cause the teachers were just giving us a good time in school. very relaxed and yadah. and after school i went to meet marilyn, rochelle and company.

lol, it was hilarious cause both of us (rochelle and i) were walking up and around the the shops in parkway aimlessly. and then back down again. cause i wanted to check out seven haven. but they closed down! tsk.

so yea, anyways marill came -finally- and then we just dumped our bags on to sun xiong and his friends who was very kind and carried our very very heavy bags around parkway. thank goodness marill's bag wasn't pink. but that's not the point. anyway we went to mos burger and took so many weird photos. and i swear we were making SO MUCH noise. but whatever la. hahaha.

and yea, went home and all did my bio hwk. and i feel so slow. slow in memorising things. haha! so yea, i fell asleep on my table. and i missed the first part of da chang jin. lol. nvm!

so yes, anyways the whole point of this is for photos! ok photos.

no captions cause i'm plain lazy. anyway a picture speaks a thousand words right! so yea, imagine your own caption. =)

























i'm like a purple freak. hahaha.

MARILYN SEND ME PICTURES FROM TODAY!!

=)

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

i can't believe that i don't want to blog.
and then why blog ? you ask.

well cause i've got so much to say, and i can't be bothered to bottle it up inside.

anyway, we're backed to our original class, after 3 long months. bah, it has insects all over, dusty and odd. but the quietness there is so comfy. lol. the rest of the school is in a mess la.

anyway there's so much going on in class now, so so much, but no one wants to say it. and i just keep blabbering my stupid shithead mouth out to anyone. ok not anyone. but yes, i should just shut my trap and stay out of everything.

afterall, as the saying goes : silence is golden.

so much, and it's just day one of moving back down to 5/2. what the beep man.

my parent's are spamming me with emails, and ironically they ban me from using the computers. wow.

question: have you ever felt so neglected by someone or people and it suddenly feels as if it is the lowest point in your life (but it isn't) and another person comes along, say somethings and due to your emotions, you choose to seek solace in that person?

oh well, everything in this world is just a facade. if everyone chose to show their true emotions, then, i think the world will just fall.

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i shall not watch tv.
i shall not watch tv.
i shall not watch tv.
i shall not watch tv.
I SHALL NOT WATCH TV.

i shall not watch so much of tv. =)

Saturday, April 01, 2006

someone sent me this link.

http://www.sonikbyte.com/catkiller.wmv

THAT IS EFFING SICK.

freak all animal abusers. freak that bitch who did that do that cat. omg. i abhor people who abuse.
although i don't like cats, but they're still a living creature. and, omg the hatred i feel for people who abuse animals or man is beyond anything you can imagine.

gosh, i feel sick.

i didn't see half that video cause it's sick.


anyway if you're prepared for all gory details. watch it then, and let your blood boil, unless you're sick in the head.

sometimes i wonder why there are people like that on earth, i read somewhere that satan wants us killing each other and what nots. ahh i'll post that up another day.

eek.

it's april fools day. wow. and after i watched that video. everything in the name of fun is gone. bah.